I need help from you all...

This has been happening to me for the past 6 or so years. Everyday I have to deal with strange pains and feel as if there is something inside my human body trying to escape. I try speak ing to it, even have had dreams about it. However, it doesn't seem to want to tell me anything about why it is inside me or what the hell it is. I have a strange picture of what it is. A strange, almost vampiric creature. It seems to almost change my moods from time. Sometimes, I can't eat, sleep or even think properly. I have tried many different things to try and get ahold of it and even have changed my eating pattern to help my pains. But somehow it still stays I can't control it and sometimes I can.
I want and need you all to help me in this serious issue.

Well, i'm not exactly the most experienced 'kin to talk to, because i've only been a known 'kin for less than a year.

What I think it is, is that this creature inside of you may be your kinform trying to contact you. Sometimes this happens to other 'kin, sometimes it doesn't. I believe that you have difficulty in communicating with it because you are not ready to. Just give it time, and it'll become easier to control it.

Thank you very much for the advice, Aevlore.